Tuesday, April 29, 2008

A story I have to tell

Hello everybody....eventhough no one's reading my blog.

Anyway, flshback.............
Remember I told you about the 'Amal Islami' thing?
Yea....I didn't win, but I did the best. And still, I think it's not fair at all! Not at all!
It's because they say that the acara Khat will be held at the school canteen. But suddenly, they changed the venue and it was in the class somewhere in the school i think....And me and my partners were late! You know that? LATE!LATE!!!! Everyone from other school were writing that time and we had just arrived and we lost about 20 minutes! 20 MINUTES! 20 MINUTES!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's not fair at alll!!!!!

NOT FAIR AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOST 20 Minutes! 20 MINUTES! You heard that??!!! Lost 20 MINUTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And I didn't win that acara! Still untill now, I'm still unsatiesfied! Sampai-sampai bile-bile pon lah aku takkn puas hati nyer................tak adil! tak adil! tak adil! tak adil!
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But, Farah Nabila
[friend A - scroll down and read my blog..then you'll know about friend A] won Syarahan B.Arab, third place. Yea, CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!

Ok, so....
things are getting better and sometimes worse...
It's all because of friend A. I don't know how or why but she really want to destroy me and she boycot me and ...there's many things she'd done....And that's why I'm so lonely and tired of all this stupid idiot damn things. And it all started with that little cute and
'kononnye baik lah sangt!' girl.
I've lost my patience already so maybe I should act now! And I have my
kawanS sekutu who also don't like friend A and they really hate friend A. So, maybe my friendship between friend A won't last long. Hopefully, we'll be okay and no more fighting or bad things happen....Well, she has helped me a lot before but she was like...betraye me...And leaving me so lonely and tell almost everybody bad things about me. I'm not sure if she really like me. But she's pretending being nice. So what if I say that? It's the truth. And nobody can hide the truth even when the things are said that it was fake. All lies wil be found out by people no matter when or how, true things can't be hid forever and ever!

They say the don't want to befriend with me because I always monyok and muram. But, I don't belive it because there's still things that they hide from me. She said that I always monyok but when I'm happy and talking happily with others, she show off and show the face of jealousy. The truth is, she don't want me to befriend with everybody in this world and she really don't like me befriend-ing with others. She was like ...she want to have all friends in this world and let me be ALONE in this world!
But still, I can forgive her if she stops doing all those stupid idiot damn things.




So far, my results for Gerak Gempur 2 is quite UNSATISFYING! Before this, I got 4A 1B but now I got 3A 2B. So, maybe, that friend A will really SATISFY because she got number 1 and everybody will like to be her friend and for your information, she is
goda-ing the teachers. Yea, i know many teachers love her so much. So, just let it be and see how things go.

This morning, I was the
pengerusi for assembly. I was like a little bit kekok and i don't think my voice was loud. But there weren't many teachers who attended the assembly. And I'm so happy today that things are getting better and Nadiah is back as my friend but there's still somethings or maybe secrets that I don't know and she still have some secrets with friend A and her 'lovely' friend. I'm not sure la.....I nedd to FOCUS on my studies!

So, I gotta go now. Need to take a bath and
solat. Things will get better and better and better, hopefully. But I am still so geram and I fell like hitting my head on the wall! And punch her untill her eyeballs ...uhhhhhhhh.....better stop now before I crash my comp....


to be continued.......



-Akuro
















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