I broke it ;)

Holidays full of virus, y'know...
Anyway, lately, I kept listening to musics which were LAGHA, but i kept listening to it.
Haiihhh...this IS A BIG problem to me.

I only like the song, not the vid because the video is BORED and I understand almost nothing, and what in the earth was the little boy for in the vid?? Do you get me? No?.
Never mind then. I actually don't watch vids, just hear the song.

And even Black Eyed Peas - Meet Me Halfway song,
also, make no sense, I mean the video...

The song was fine, but the video, what on earth was that??
Takde kaitan langsung kot...Yeah a little, like... during some parts..


And what's great is, I've downloaded some MADEH! YAY for it!
haha...

And also, I'm so jealous of other people. I found that my blog, lately, have no visitors.
Wuuuu~~ kinda sad, but, I'll keep writing, cause it's one of my hobbies. ;)

People people people out there, keep viewing my blog! *bigGrin*
Ngeehee~~

By the way, if you're a person who reads my blog from the first time I blog, you may noticed that I'm no more obsessed with anime, kannn???

Yeah right, i used to like anime, not to say that I don't like it anymore, but I'm kinda lazy to check out what's new and on...

And InsyaAllah, I'll post 'about me', (which I should post earlier..errrr..) on 1st January 2010. :D
But this one, 2010 punye version...hehe....

What more to say, I'm out of ideas, perhaps later, I'll post something unexpected,k..

See ya, and thnks for reading, (IF you are reading..haha..)


-hidayah. ;)

Agony ;)

Hello people, ;)

Yesterday was Ustzh Huda's wedding.
Well, I don't really have anything to tell.

The title today langsung takde kaitan dengan post hari ni, kannn?? -__-'
haihhh..

Few days ago, I went to Majlis Muhadharah Prof. Dr. Yusuf Al-Qaradawi at PICC.
And that's all i think, nothing much to tell. I hope that you've read my post a few days ago which was 'I don't salute you, 'budak baik' ', that's the title.
Somehow, boleh jadi peringatan buat semua jugak...

And can you believe it, school's coming. And I should say YAY for that!

Btw, I think my blog is getting less-known by people.
Well if you think you're kind, you can help me promote or something huh?
Heheheh....I'm just kidding. Thnks for reading. ;)

Well, I'm looking for madeh to download. But geeeez, I can't find them.
Perhaps some help you could lend? Hehe..

ciao!


-hidayah ;)

Hoping for your laugh.

Nak tauuu taaaaaaaaaaak?






Yesterday, kan............................

While I was in the car, on the way nak pergi jalan2 ngan family,
we passed by a place..errmm, tanah lapang next to SHELL..







and..........




do you know what I saw??






















I saw a cow PEE-ing...


ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..............
disgusting,
but, that's what I saw. -___-
(air tu deras dowh...HAHAHAH...)





Hope you enjoy! hahahhahahaha....


-hidayah. :-)

I don't salute you, budak 'baik'...

Salam readers,

Today, my mouth will be a little bit masin...so, prepare your ears..
As what people always say, never judge a book by it's cover, right?
But well, that's what people do.

SO,let me tell you straight away..Let's just the crap.
I'm barely alive with this thousand-times-happened thing...

I'm not denying that I'm bad. Yes, I AM BAD. But, the bad-ness of me that you had see, or maybe kau nilai orang dgn sangkaan buruk, kan?
Ana letak gambar ana so kirenye ana ni jahat la?
And like, when I don't put anything good post like about isu hal agama and stuffs like that, aku jahat la ye?????
Budak tak baik, and gedik like whatever you think?
AND SO WHAT?

Well freak, let me tell you something,
All girls, female, women or anyone yang bergelar PEREMPUAN, semuanya GEDIK, and that's female's natural behaviour. True.


BUT,
kalau GEDIK yang BERSANGATAN, dan yang FAKE punye, or maybe GEDIK sebab mereka ni MPO , tergila-gila kan sangat perhatian orang, tu baru la kau classify kan sebagai GEDIK.
Maybe yes, ana pun gedik, maybe I didn't realize, kan..
So, kawan-kawan ana yang GEEEEEEEDDDIIIIIK sengaja with wrong intentions pun ana tak cakap yg diorang sebegitu, sebab maybe ana pun berbuat demikian tanpa ana sendiri sedar.
Everyone FEMALE will or SHOULD be having that kind of behaviour. It's natural.
Kalau ada yang kau nampak, walaupun sikit 'kegedikan' seseorg perempuan tu, tetap gedik jugak kan?
SO, WHAT'S YOUR RIGHT or YOUR REASON to judge people like that, huuuh?????!!

HEELLLOO, nanti when you grow up, you'll be marrying WOMAN, kannnn???
Or maybe kau mmg minat ngan LELAKI, so you're totally a GAY!





-hidayah; 'budak tak baik'...

Tafaqquh Fi Aldin 2009

Salam to all readers,

Well, i'm not going to talk about it, cause I've already talked about it. Whatever it is, Tafaqquh was great! And here, I'm posting some pictures. I got these pictures from the participants, y'know.. We contact-ed through MySpace. -__- The kids were totally not out of school, huh...geezz.. The pictures are so little but still posting it, just in case if you want to see some of the participants, hehehe...
So, more information about Tafaqquh, read the post before this.




This was during one of the program. In this pic were me, Hidayah, and Almaz. Agak unik kan nama Almaz? Haha, and owh, my teeth bersinar! hahah.. -__-'
And hello, camera kat sini la! haha...I'm the only one who was looking at the camera..
funny funny...



And here is Kak Suraya's group.
Left-Right: Zahidah, Amira, Eleany, Kak Su, Kak Hajar, Hidayah and Almaz.
This pic was on the last day of Tafaqquh. I miss you all, budak! hehe...
Somehow, it's a sad thing I got no pictures for my group.
But biarla...Banyak gambar Kak Su because she brought her handphone.
I've neither phone nor camera. And I think I've told you this in my previous post, right?
haihhhh....


This's Hidayah. She was 'blind' for a while. ^_^


And these two boys were the participants too but somehow, I don't know them..
Lagipun, diorang kenal fasi laki je, fasi muslimat diorang tak kenal kot...hhmm
But all I know is, they're the participants. -_^
haha...And they were 'mute' for a while. ^_^


Ok, tata for now!

-hidayah.

A blessing in disguise

Hello people,
I'm back from Tafaqquh and it was great! ;)
And guess what? Ana jadi fasi! ;) Secara kebetulan je..(Kalau tak, ana takde nye jadi fasi..memang nak pun, tapi tgk diri sendiri tak terurus, nak jadi fasi, hampeh! haha..)
Well actually I'm one of the participants too, then suddenly mase makan petang, I was asked to be fasi, y'know....So, yeah.. ;)


I thought other than me, there would be other female students from STIAS..
but geezz....
There were only two of them, me and Kak Suroyya..
Other than that, ana fasi paling muda - form 1. Fasi laki pon tkde form1 punye.....haiihhh.. -___-

So, I disguised as an 18 year old kakak or maybe 20 year old kot.. (cause I look older than my age), because the participants were 12-17. But they still know how old I am, because I told them before I was told not to tell my age to the participants, because at that time, I didn't know I was the fasi-thing.....gaaahhh...

Fasi muslimat: ana, kak su, kak madihah, kak nadia, kak hajar and ustzh ummi. ;)

The oldest participant was this girl who was form 4 and she was nice. She won as the best female participant, y'know...
The penghuluwati and the kids rocked! Haha..I mean, diorang sume sporting. :)

But hey, I don't have pictures to post bcause I don't own any camera or phone.., what a sad thing...o_0
Memang la ade pics, tp dalam handphone kak su je..
Ana tak tau plak jadi fasi...Should i know, I'd have bring camera... ;)
Whatever it is, the pictures won't be a problem..The thing is, the participants, they enjoyed the program and so do I, and also the teachers, and fasi-fasi yang lain even form 5 students pon same!
They were sort of a big help to us especially during night-walk.
And it was FUN!



And during Night-walk, memang best! I was supposed to look after group 2 which was my group, but then kene tukar so ana kene jaga group 4 which was group 9 because campur ngan budak laki.
And ana jage group yg terakhir skali.
My partner were Muaz and Najmuddin. Diorang la tukang tarik anak2 buah aku tu.
They were like 'abis la kitaorg jd penarik kerbau lepas ni...ganas2 kerbau ni weyh...peerrgghh..'
We couldn't stop laughing, and somehow, the particpiants heard our laughing..
The participants were released at school field, blindfoolded. The night-walk started after Isya'...

At checkpoint 3, on the way nak turun bukit, ana yang jatuh banyak kali..sepatutnye anak buah la yang jatuh..
Bukit tu licin, ana pulak pakai sandal, because I've no sport shoes..
haihh, memang jatuh muka tembok lerr ana...Buat malu je...haha, habis tu fasi yang lain ape lagi, gelak je keje nye..peergghh..

And one thing yang org lain tak tau, maybe ade yang tau, but I don't know whether other people know about this; ana pecahkan lampu on the way nak checkpoint yg terakhir. Lampu fluorescent pecah, ana yang buat,, heheh...oooppss, sorry! heheh..

Mase tu kat longkang, ana tak turun lagi dalam longkang, tapi anak2 buah sume kat longkang.
Then suddenly, ade la sorang fasi laki ni suruh ana turun, so ana turun la.
As I was going down, ana pegang something which I thought was some kind of tali, so ana pegang and it wasn't tali, y'know..It was the wire! Wayar lampu!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wayar tu pulak tak digantung dgn kuat so bila ana tarik je wayar tu, bang! Jatuh la lampu tu, and then dia pecah....Rasenye, cikgu Zul nampak kot...tapi, tak tau la..

Tapi ana memang cuak sangt waktu tu... takut la jugak kene sergah ke apa kan..Because, that night, semua orang garang! Semua orang berlakon sebenanye, sbb sengaja nak menakutkan peserta tu semua...
Dah la ana punye group yang terakhir, agak men'cuak'kan...

Peserta2 sumenye rase takut sedangkan fasi-fasi sumenye gelak-gelak nak terkeluar perut tgk gelagat peserta..haha...They were blindfoolded, so they can't see and all groups don't know siapa yang tarik diorang. Fun, huh? I will absolutely join Tafaqquh for next year, InsyaAllah!


Ntah la, susah nk cerita dalam blog ni..
I miss the girls, lol...
Before diorang sume balik, sume cam peluk2 and all those things la kan..
Then, tukar2 number nak contact...
Took some pctures and bye...Ouh, sedih gile, I miss them much.
Maybe memang tak byk program, tapi best sebab sume nye ok and semuanye sporting yang amat...
And they all like it, we sang madeh and all, it was totally fun!

The kids said that they enjoyed madeh and that's good. But Luqman was kinda..awful..haha...
Not to say that he was that bad...
Thnks to him... he conducted most of the program, then when he sang the tenuk-tenuk song..Me and fasi muslimat yg lain was like 'haaiihhh, ape Loqman niiihh....tk pe la, biarla, budak2 ni pon suke...'
He was quite entertaining, though...

Bukan fasal program teratur atau tak, kalau teratur sngt pon, then participants tak follow, same jugak kan..
Sempoi-sempoi je, best jugak!
Fasi-fasi pon sumenye best!

But the most important, ilmu yang diorang dapat!
Maybe, before this, they don't know or maybe some never been to kuliah and classes like that, and to hear preeches, now they know and it was funny though to see the kids punye kepala lentok-lentok waktu kuliah...haha..

The kids who were compalining sakit kepala la, sakir perut la..itu la ini la, were okay actually..
Biase la kan, rindu rumah. Tapi seminggu je program ni, ade pulak yang nak call parents..haihh..
Banyak la jugak songeh bebudak ni, nak rehat la...sakit perut, tak boleh kawat la..macam2 la...
Tapi at last, about 3-2 days before Tafaqquh ended, they were just fine.


Then after Tafaqquh habis, I stayed at school for 3 days...You must be wondering why...
Entah la, ana sendiri pon tk tau macam mana ana boleh stay extra 3 days kat asrama...

Anyway, ana harap dapat jadi fasi lagi next year! Amin~~~

Bokeh ;)

Hey people!
As I mentioned, I'm off for Tafaqquh today. So, no post for this week until 12 Dec.
And also today, Cikgu Zawani's wedding! ;)
Ngeeheee~~~

Married already aahh this lady. Let's pray for her happiness in the world and the next with her future husband and until the cucu cicit skali la.. ngeehee~~ ;)

Bye peeps! ;D
See ya later...

Boredom fillings ;)

Hello earthers,

I sing this,

'Aku bukan lah Supermen,
Aku juga bisa nangis
Jika kekasih hatiku
Pergi meninggalkan aku
Ayahku selalu
memarahi aku
laki-laki tak boleh nangis..'

and bla bla bla..
the boys who sang this song were cute, especially the guitarist. Ngeeheee~~~




crazy, am I? Haha...

I'm off now, bye freaks! ;)

Holidays full of air :P

Hey freaks!
I'm back..
Anyway, I'm online-ing Myspace. Myspace used to be soooooo bored, but today, I got lots of friends online-ing and also having conversations with me. ;D
Now, that's fun.

And guess what?
Ade budak STIAS add ana, same class plak mamat ni..Pastu buat2 tak knal.. Wtf, dah kenal buat2 tak kenal plak, damn you... ;P
Hehe...

Btw, Cikgu Zawani's wedding is in the corner, this 5th Dec.
And on that day too, my adik, kene SUNAT!! wakakakakaak!!! HAHAHAHA...LOL, tak baik la..ngeehee~~
My big bro was like, "ayok, nnti kau kene sunat, sakit tau..Dia taaarik pastu ppuup! dia potong.."
Then we all laughed..Hahah, that was damn funny..
My big bro was trying to scare my adik, kesian dia..hahaha...

haha...

6 weeks is too long...

Hey freaks,

Holiday sucks! ;P
Why? Bored and I got no activities to do.
And as I mentioned, a month and two weeks for holiday is toooooooooo long.

And guess what?
On 5th Dec, there's a lot of events. Well, not that much.
First, Tafaqquh Fi Al Din. I"m excited about it. ;)
Sec, Cikgu Zawani's wedding. ;)
Hehe, many people are getting married this holiday.




Oh, nak Mahgrib dah..I'll continue later.
Bye peeps! ;)

I told you so...

Blog ana yang dulu tu, tak perlu la korang nak bace..Kan ana dah bagi tau!!!!
Tu sume dulu punye cite, dulu punye 'aku' yang suke mencarut dan memaki ape ntah kebenda nye.. So, dulu tu, dulu la..Sekarang punye, sekarang la..

Anyway,
I just found out about Cikgu Zawani's blog just now, through her Intan Payung's blog...hehe..
And yay, I linked her. ;)


Wasalam...

How beautiful!

Isn't it beautiful, his voice?

;)

Syukran ya ummi! Wa ana uhibbuki jiddan!

Salam,..


Lame tak update, kan? Ana busy, anyway, I'm staying in a hostel. Skrang ni cuti akhir tahun..
Don't bother my old posts, because they are all the old me.
Sekarng ana dh ade target, 30 juzu' nak dihabiskan. Sounds like nerdy? Biar la org nk kate ape..

Kebetulan hari ni ana nk update blog ana ni, ade student dari STIAS f4 post comment..
Tak sangka plak..Ingatkan dah tak de org nak view blog ni...Dah plan nak delete blog ni, tp tak delete lagi... hee~~ :P

By the way, you must be wondering why the title for my blog today is "Syukran Ya Ummi!'...
Well, i suddenly feel like writing Arabic...It means thank you, my mother.
Why? Because it;s my mom who moved me into this school, STIAS. It was my mother who told me about this school. I was, at first, unhappy when mom told me that she was going to send me here. To be in a Tahfiz school, that's what I told my mom, after I had my UPSR and PSRA. Then, after I got my results, I got an offer from SAMTTAJ. So, i went there and I studied there for only about 3 months.

And how I got here, in STIAS? There was this evening, I was going home from school (still in SAMTTAJ), then mother came to pick me up and as I get in the car, mom told me that she has sent the form of registration to STIAS and I was kinda shocked because I haven't told my mom anything about moving to another school. So, boleh dikatakan 'pindah secara mengejut'...And about 1 or 2 days before that, mother and I visited STIAS, and I see the school, a beautiful school, and the boys were playing football at that time in the field. I found the place unique. It was about 6 pm that time, so I guess the girls mesti dah balik hostel. Then, I met with a teacher, Ustzh Ummi Nathrah who was on the way going back to hostel. But as I and mother came, so she took me and mom to bilik guru..
Ustzh, she was so sweet....and I liked her..then she talked with my mom ape kebenda ntah hal org dewasa la kan, so ana waktu tu tgk sekeliling je la...

and bla bla bla... malas la nk cerita, nak tau, tanye je la ana... ;)

So now, here I am in STIAS, where I knew about ulama of the world and stuffs like that..
Sblm masuk sini, ana tak pernah tau pon pasal ulama la..apo bondo tah kan..haha..
memang kuno yg amat la bleh dikatakan...tak pernah tau pon psl madeh..pasal sheikh..
Ape 'sheikh' pon ana tak tau, tapi bila dah masuk STIAS, alhamdulillah, banyak jugak la yang ana tau, drpd tak tau langsung, kan??..memang best. Then, when I first time saw the books that the students use such as kitab safinatu al-naja and yg lain-lain sume tu, I was jakun!! Dah sah memang ana KUNO yang amat. ;P
haha.. klaka la plak kan, tp tu la cite nye...

Cikgu-cikgu nye plak...ok je..
Tapi sedik gak la, antara cikgu yg paling sporting cam Ckgu Afiqah and Ckgu Zawani, nak pindh..so tahun dpn, diorang tak de..
And maybe, tahun dpn dah takde activity yg best mcm sblm ni ckgu ade buat explorace. Memang best! Seronok sgt!
Tapi untuk tahun dpn?...tak sure lagi ade ke tk activity cam ni..hmm..

Ape2 pon, hrp tahun dpn best gak mcm tahun ni and semoga ckgu afiqah ngan ckgu zawani pnjg umur and murah rezeki and happy dan ceria slalu! ;)
Hrp ckgu boleh dtg lawat kami di sini bila2 ckgu free...






wasalam...

Maybe the sun didn't shine that time...

I feel like blogging, so here I am; blogging and wasting my time in front of the comp while tomorrow awaits me and I'm not. I don't wait for tomorrow, which is a day I had to go back to hostel.

As you know, I'm not in SAMTTAJ anymore. Mum moved me to STIAS which stands for Sekolah Tinggi Islam As-Sofa a.k.a As-Sofa Islamic High School a.k.a Maahad As-Sofa at Rembau, Negeri Sembilan. This school is new and was built about 1 year ago, i think...
Everyday, I walk about half a kilometer to school. This school is kinda different and I think it's little weird. The girls' hostel is half a kilometer from school while the boys' hostel is just right beside the school! -___- I wonder why is it that way....



-Hidayah,

Lalalalalllllaaa....

Lalalalaalal...lalalalalalala..


Exams tomorrow... lalalaala...


Ok bye... :P

Ahh, please, I'm a student in the school too!

Salam to all...Haha, again, I'm not pious...Ah wait, I said I'm pious? Maybe aku prasan kot...Just ignore that. But don't ignore this; my blog! :D

Have you heard Ne-Yo sings 'Take A Bow"? Oh, it's so nice. His voice was so nice. I like both Rihanna's and Ne-yo's voice. Heh, I mean, both of them sang well for the song. Do you get what I mean? NO?.. Never mind then....

Well hey, so far, school still that bored. Haaiiihhh....I did give my name for badminton. Oh yeah, before i forgot to tell you, this year, I'm Green - again! Ah well, they don't call 'Rumah Hijau'..They use these Arabic names..There were Al-farabi (blue), Ibn Rushd (yellow), Ibn Sinar (red) and Ibn Khladun (green). And I'm Ibn Khaldun! IBN KHALDUN IS HOT TO GO! haha...that's our song...
Oh ya, sambung tadi, I gave my name for badminton, and I was not chosen! That's bad! And unfair! If that's the case, I'll be wasting my time everytime they have Firqah training. I just need the teacher's signature for my co-co card (the idiot yellow card! sheeeesh!)and so far, I missed one...aaarrrgghhh. Because that day I went home early and didn't wait until the training ends. I went early because I thought there's nothing to do and since my mother came to pick me up and I'm not going to play anything for sports, anyway. So duuuuhhh! Stupid la! Nak suruh ambil t/t, tapi tak de ape nak buat.... Ahhh puh-lease!Cis! GTH you! Now that I missed one signature, I am so gonna be grounded! Oh God, why am I in this school?! I got to get out of this (sort of) hell!!!!!

sorry to say, but that's the fact. Fakta, realiti , kenyataan. Hehehe... :D
Nite! It's already 12 Midnight. Got to go to sleep. Tomorrow school maaaaa.... aiiyyo...

-Hdyh
is lousy! hahah...

Didn't know it'll turn out like this.....

Asslamualaikum! Ceh, i'm pious? Heck, no!
If I say that 'heck' word, pious is exactly not me. You think so?
I just got back from my 'lovely' boarding school.....
Aku suka plak duduk kat asrama. But at SAMTTAJ, there's no outing for students who stay in hostel. Boring gile, kan? Keluar ngan parents waktu melawat hari Sabtu ngan Ahad satu dua jam pon tak boleh....
My status at SAMTTAJ starting from today is "Pelajar ulang-alik" -_-
Mother said, 'Tak payah duduk kat asrama la..." Aku ikut je....hehehe...
And in class, I was elected as Pen.Ketua Kebersihan, by vote. And I hate being a Pen.Ketua. Kebersihan or Ketua Kebersihan because those jobs are not for me! Because I'm not excatly that 'bersih' punye type... So, memang tak sesuai la dgn aku....Kalau jadi Ketua Inventori, tak pe gak....
And I hope to be a prefect! Yes, a prefect!!!! PREFECT!! And aku nak jadi AJK Koperasi lagi tahun ni, hopefully!

Well, so far, all subjects are okay. Sejarah is bored. Hey, honestly, it's bored. And I'm trying to make it an interesting subject. And I'd never thought B.Arab would be one of my favourite subject. And my Science teacher made Science bored......And in high school, semuanya advanced. -_-
Aku tau la subjek kat high school susah, but never thought it will be this hard...In primary school, subjek-subjek yang aku blajar cuma dlm B.M je..But bila masuk high school, those subjects are in Arabic. I opened the book and I was like.... BLURR gile!

The worst and most bored thing at SAMTTAJ is that the boys and girls dont communicate and talk to each other that much.... So, memang BORING gile la! I miss my primary school....
I remember when we girls play with the boys. We fight, we play, we laugh....It was so much fun. And another worst thing here; I active in nothing....BORIIING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



to be continued.......

-hidayah. :D

*my english is bad...sort of....and i dont mind to write the words wrongly because i know no one's reading my blog. -_-
so, it's no use for me to write exactly the right word....am I right?
BOO you!

2008+1!

Happy New Year! It's 2009 already...

And tomorrow, I'm going to school tomorrow. A boarding school. Entah aku boleh tahan ke tak...hmmm...
It means, no handphone, no internet, no anything ! But maybe if i'm in a boarding school, my days will be packed by lots of activities, am i right? So, i guess it wouldn't be that bored.
And you know what, I got lots of new clothes. And mother had to spent lots of money just for my things! Pail, soap, hanger, bags, school uniform, jubah, and lots lots lots of things needed for me to go for a boarding school. But I still haven't got enough of the things that I should have, though. At least I got the important things, right? I can get the others later....Not sure but I think if i total up the expenses JUST for MY things, I think it's about RM 400, maybe. My school books and registration fee is not included. Imagine how expensive things nowadays...Banyak, kan? My mother'd gone bankrupt -_-...Hahaha..just kidding...

Anyway, i'm not free tomorrow because I'll be in school. People starts their school on Monday, 5th January and I start my school on Wednesday, 7th January. HAHAHAHAHA! It's fun. What fun? Ok, nothing....

See ya later....when i'm back from school. :(
Hehhee..
daaa!